"Once in a while it really hits people that they don’t have to experience the world in the way they have been told to."
— Alan Keightley (via lilyskinned)
(Source: psych-facts, via iamnotover)
"Scare the world: Be exactly who you say you are and tell the truth."
— The Shock of Honesty (via themischaproject)
(Source: imfeelingmorethanalive, via iamnotover)
"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much."
— Unknown (via felicefawn)
(Source: moon-drunk, via igaveup-onquitting)
the moral of the story is never have feelings for anybody ever
"Recovery is not the absence of conflict, but the ability to deal with it."
— (via recoveryspecialists)
Usually pertaining to magical thinking and rationalizations surrounding my Ed. Sometimes I even realize in the moment they’re wacky, but they *feel* so true and real it’s hard to put them aside. :/ progress…?
Totally restricted way way too much today. In essence, I barely ate, but the days I’m busiest are the hardest bc it takes SO damn long to eat bc my anxiety is getting so intense that I just…don’t have time to sit there and coax food into myself.
Excuse. But also true. Couldn’t face it today. Tomorrow is new, though.
What’s important to realise is that relapsing will either a) kill you or b) force you to go through all of this again.